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Today, Tomorrow, I wak without you
Yet my heart is never far,
With each thoguth, each breath,
I'm brought to where you are,
Memories paint the walls
In the space you used to fill,
Your laughter has not yet faded,
And really never will.
My beautiful dreaming angel,
Hold tight my hands this day,
guide me though life's moments,
Until they pass away.
This is FIVE years; and still I'm counting moments!
Angie - I miss you more than anything in the whole wide world....We know you are with us each and every day, but please be with us especially today. Give us a sign that you are here, Uncle Steve & I are travellling to Montreal to be with the family for Thanksgiving. Stay close to your Mom & Dad I still cannot imagine what they are going through.....Nanny & Grampy are hurting so very much, and yes of course Jeremy...I know you are by his side because he is so much like you......Thank you for him, he is our most precious gift from you...
Always & Forever, baby girl, Auntie Tina xoxoxox
To the World you were one person,
to us, you were the WORLD!



Angie Mary Robert
February 24th 1980 - October 9th 2004
In our hearts you live forever, never to be forgotten for as long as we live
5 long years without our
precious Angie
Jesus please keep her safe. Thank you


Thank you Melissa, daughter to
Irwin and Renee Eiler

Thank you Cheryl Mom to Jeremy Radford








Remembering our 1st Granddaughter who lives in our hearts every day Lovingly remembered
by Nanny & Grampy

Angie building the wall for her Grandparent's Garden

Our little Punkin (Punkie) xo

Angie and Dah Man, Jeremy
Her precious son!


Angie at a bar for Halloween

Different hair colors and cuts she loved doing different things with her hair


The other half of this picture broke her heart

Angie hated school so much. She tried to be a dedicated student, but being a teenager that rather experiment, be with friends, and enjoy life, was more appealing. She did get to finish high school, but not with enough credits. She realized a little too late, she messed up, and she went to Adult Ed the following year and GRADUATED!
Angie never gave up in life. She was a very determined person and she sent goals for herself. She loved life, she loved her friends and she loved and admired her family and she adored her precious son.
It makes me so mad that she tried so hard in life to achieve a good life for her and her son and she ended up dead at 24! I hate to think of it, because it just eats at me. I don't understand why the young have to die!!!!!!!
I tell myself all the time that she should be here, that I want her here, that I need her here
But
does it matter? No, she's dead and I can't bring her back and hell she isn't coming back. So easy for people to say she's been gone five years and how fast it went...but let me tell you for 5 horrible years I thought of her a million times a day and I've wanted her to hold, talk to, hang out with, shop with, take her to her appointments with Jeremy, have her do my hair, laugh at silly things, decorate and plan holidays, kareokee, cook and bake...
Jeez, just everything and anything!!
I just pray to God that his promise will be kept and I will be with Angie again one day! A day that will turn into enternity.
I know I'll never understand this pain I have, and I know there is nothing in my powers that I can do. So I'll continue to be strong for the rest of the people in my life that I love and adore...And
I will be the pillar for Jeremy that his Mother would have been. I will always make sure he has a safe, happy and loving life. All I can do for Angie now is to protect and raise her son to be the type of man she would hope he'd turn out to be.
I will do my best, the rest will be his decision, but this is where I hope Angie will be watching over him and helping to guide him and myself.
I LOVE ANGIE SO MUCH

Angie and her two brothers!
Above her baby bro, Randy
below her big brother, Ricky


Everyone did this at her friends Jamie's wedding and everyones picture was taken, oddly enough only Angie's picture turned out!
Y O U R S O N - D A M A N J E R E M Y

This is our story of our precious

February 24, 1980 - October 9, 2004
24 years young!

Our beautiful and precious daughter died in a tragic car accident. She died on impact. Leaving behind her son, Jeremy, her parents, Richard and Donna, her two brothers, Ricky and Randy, her grandparents, Louise & David, her many Aunts, Uncles, Cousins, and friends.
BUT MOSTLY SHE LEFT BEHIND MANY, MANY BROKEN HEARTS!

It is still so hard to think of Angie as gone. It's not fair, she was so nice, so loveable, so caring, so special, she was a MOTHER!

She left behind her little boy whom she adored. He was her life. Her son, Jeremy loved his Mommy with all his heart. He worshiped her. He turned three years old, three weeks after her passing.

Jeremy went through a lot of emotional ups and downs. He was too young to understand death. He wanted to know why Mommy wasn't coming home. He wanted to go to his Mommy's house. She never left him and didn't come back, so how was he suppose to understand what was happening .

He was staying at my house most of the time, and he would wake up at night screaming for her. He would cry for hours and yelling I want my Mommy to come home, I want her NOW! It was pure hell, because I had to stay calm and comfort him, yet I wanted the same thing. I WANTED MY DAUGHTER BACK!

Mommy and Angie
She was Daddy's girl and they had a very special connection. They were like two peas in a pod! They adored and respected each other so much. Angie's Dad had two heart attacks and her fear whenever he wasn't feeling well, was that he wouldn't be there to walk her down the isle when she got married. That was her dream!

Daddy and Angie

Angie was blessed with two very loving and caring brothers. Ricky was only 11 months older than her. Actually they were both the same age for five days every year! She loved that, she would tease him and say things like ha ha your not older than me now!

Ricky and Angie New Years Eve 2000

Her younger brother Randy had mostly all the same friends she did. They hung out and liked to party together!
Angie and Randy

Angie loved this picture because she was the maid of honor at her friends wedding...yes maid of honor in a suit, she didn't tell her brother Randy what she was wearing and he showed up in a suit, sun glasses and a hat...Amazing...they were both so shocked!
The three of them loved each other from day one. They never fought with each other as children. They were so darling!
Randy, Angie and Ricky 1985
Angie's nickname was punkie, her Dad started calling her that at a very young age and it stuck!

TWO VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE IN ANGIE'S LIFE
HER NANNY AND GRANDPY
LOUISE AND DAVID

From day one Angie was blessed to have her Nanny and Grandpy by her side. They are the best people any child or grandchild could have. Here they are with Angie on her first b-day. She had a cast on her leg to help her celebrate her big day! Angie didn't know what the word "stop" meant. She could run, hop, jump and fall from ten months of age. That's when she started to walk..but she wasn't happy with just walking. Angie always like speed and fast things. The faster, the higher, the happier she was.

No matter what celebration or place we went Nanny and Grandpy was usually with us. We are a very close nit family. Angie is sitting on her Nanny's lap as she was trying to open presents from their 25th Wedding Anniversary!
Angie was a Nanny's girl. She was the first granddaughter to be born into our family. My Mom loves girls and she just spoiled the heck out of Angie. So much love, hugs, vacations, gifts, letter...everything. Don't get me wrong she adored her only other grandchild at the time Ricky and spoiled him terrible too, but girls are just a little more cuddly and affectionate. Angie always wanted her Nanny!
Angie's Nanny has had a very hard time with her passing and she just doesn't deal with it to much. She is always writting candles to Angie and all her Angel friends. The other day I was going through some papers and this letter (below) fall out of a folder. I have not seen this letter since Angie got it in 1984. She was 4 1/2 years old.

Angie kept this letter amongst her stuff. Her Nanny told her she was going to be a lovely lady and wanted her to always stay close to her. She concludes with "whether we are near or miles apart you are always close to my heart"

Angie did always stay close to her Grandparents. Here she is the summer she passed making the garden wall for her Grandparents garden. Of course Nanny, now Great Nanny is playing with Jeremy.
I think this can make us understand the depth of Nanny's love for Angie. I wish I could take the pain and hurt away for my Mom but I can't. As long as she holds on to the faith and promise of us being together again one day...FOREVER...she should be able to live and laugh in all the special memories Angie composed with her.
I love you Mom and Dad and I thank you for loving my children like you do!

Angie, Jeremy, Donna, Louise
This is my Mom kneeling and because of her being the best Mother, I was a fantatic Mom with Angie, and because of the two of us Angie was the perfect Mother to her son Jeremy!
We will continue to make Jeremy's life happy and full of exciting new things. His foundation came from the upbringing of Angie. The three years she dedicated to him has formed him into a loving, caring and wonderful person.
Thank you Angie for being in our lives, God granted us all the best gift when he lent you to us for the wonderful time you were here, I know I will be with you again one day, and life will continue for us all.
I love you bebe girl!

A special Mother she was to her only son Jeremy. She shared three Mother's Day with him. Her first Mother's Day she went to her Auntie Tina's in Toronto with her son Jeremy & her Grandparents, Dave & Louise xoxoxox

Angie loving the fact that Jeremy put his hand in her Mother's Day Cake! Angie never lost her patience or got upset with Jeremy know matter what he did.

All children were drawn to Angie like a magnet. She had a charm and a friendly way with them.

Angie made Dah Man COOL!
Just after her 2nd Mother's Day
On her 3rd and last Mother's Day I didn't get any pictures because she wanted to stay in her town with Jeremy and spend the entire day with him doing fun things.
She took him to the park in the morning and someone went there and kick, slapped, pulled her hair & beat on her all the way down three roads until she got to someones house for help. She was afraid to go to her own place. She had Jeremy in her arms protecting him. Police were called and charges pressed but she died before she could get to court.
Angie didn't always have a perfect life, she was in a relationship that conflicted with her. Angie tried very hard to hide a lot of her pain and if she didn't share her dark secerts with you, you would never have known anything could ever be wrong in her life.
Not only is the 9th of October a hard day for us, but Mother's Day really brings back bad memories, of a day that she should have gotten to treasure it the way she wanted.

Jeremy just after Angie gave birth. 4lbs 7 oz.

To MY DAD....THE BEST DAD in the whole wide world on his Birthday. Watching over you everyday Daddy from heaven above, celebrating your day with you always, Your punkin forever, xoxox
Angie at eighteen years old

Angie's 18th b-day
In our mind and hearts you will always be twenty four. We remember the young and viberate woman you were. In your death we don't get to see you grow old. Forever beautiful to all your family.
WE LOVE YOU!

Angie and Jeremy 2002
The stockings were hung by the chimney with care one for Ricky, Melinda, Randy, and Jeremy In hope that St. Nicholas Soon would be there
There was a note with a wish for Santa to read, which said If he brought Angie for a visit and left her under the tree we'd all wake up and let out a big scream!
And Guess What? We'd never let Angie leave!
Had this little thought Angie and had to send it to you because I am blue and I miss you
Love Mom xoxo

Angie nearly 5 months
in Niagra Falls, ON
Angie


Donna, Mommy, Angie and Ricky on his first day of school

Angie 1 day old! Who would have thought she only had 8996 more left? Not Fair

Angie and her cousin Jeff at the last Family Reunion. It's the last one she attended, in 2004

Uncle Ricky and Jeremy...wrestling???

From Mom to Brent Bowden, thank you
Happy Valentines Day
To My Mom, Dad, Nanny, Grampy, Brothers, Melinda, Aunts (especially Auntie Tina) , Uncles, Cousins, Friends, Hunter and of course, "DA Man".....I miss you and want you know that I am in each of your hearts today!
YES, I know the messages you send through this site to me, and I am so happy for the people you have befriended, their angels are my friends and together we are in heaven above....thank you to Bonnie for the heart with the photo of my precious son & me!
Once again, my family & friends....
Live......Love........and Laugh, Angie xoxox
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